Stephine's Songs

[Stephine]

all right I used to write poems and I write stories like crazy! Then I picked up a guitar. Now I'm writting songs. I actually write the lyrics and Yuna and I write the actual music. So heres one of my old ones. It might not be that great since it's one of the first ones I ever wrote so don't hurt me if it's bad.

Turned away

When all the darklness turned to day
when you came into my life
everything was more then perfect
but when the light slipped away
was the day you turned away

My arms are outstretched
calling you back home to me
but you don't hear me
you just keep walkin' away
just because you turned away

Nothing has been the same
my smiling face has turned
to tear stained cheeks
I asked myself that day if
you were a waste of time
yet I still find myself
calling out to you

My arms are out stretched
calling you back home to me
but you don't hear me
you jts keep walkin' away
just because you turned away

you turned away from everything
you turned to another
you sometimes hear my voice
but then it slipped away

my arms are outstretches
calling you back home to me
but you just keep walkin away
all because you turned away...
just because you turned away
you turned away...from me.
___________

ok don't kill me if it was bad. I was actualy very hurt the day I wrote this this song has a meaning behind it....I tell ya only if you want to know. I have more on the way though. My figures hurt so no more typing for me. Just got done with chapter six on my story. ^_^

[|:.NecroAngel.:|]

well tell me...and if you cherish your songs then copyright them before posting them in here ;)

[carmel&carmelita]

Cool I love ^^

[Yuna]

aw yes I remember this song very well. With our guitars and with our good friend on the drums it sounds awsome!! The meaning...I remember that too...*whispers* you still should have punched him or something..i hate him still.

[Stephine]

Yes it does sound awsome, and Yuna if I recall corectly you punched him for me. Well anyway what happened was that some friends and I were at the mall and I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me....this was about...three months ago I think. A lesson to all don't cheat on your boy/girlfriend they always find out. I am going to copywrite soon. Actually Yuna and I are going in to submit our songs to a record studio. Wish us luck! ^_^

[|:.NecroAngel.:|]

Good luck girls(you are girls right?) :p

[Everina]

Kewl song wish you both luck!

[Karen07]

Not bad, good luck with the whole 'submit our songs to a record studio.' The music industry is cut throat,but i'll offer you a good deal... 20/80 (sounds good to me) ^_^ :laugh:

[Stephine]

ya were both girls and thanks everyone!

[Toxic Skittle]

That is great. Better then mine and Jenns song "Butt Raped By A Bird".

[Nightmare78]

aww how cute Steph.

[Stephine]

LMAO Toxic

[Nightmare78]

you going to ignore me now steph?

[Yuna]

She should ignore you!

[Stephine]

Yuna it's ok. Nightmare leave me alone k!

Thanks all of you who like me song!! i have more on the way

[Nightmare78]

Ya Yuna it's ok. Steph you going to answer your pms?

[Yuna]

AGH! THAT"S IT! I don't care if this gets me into trouble. Matt you need to go! You can stay here but ;eave Steph alone! You've done enough!!

[Nightmare78]

Touchie today arn't we Yuna?

Good song Steph.

[Mystic-Spirit]

Nice songs ^_^

[Stephine]

k heres another one. No meaning behind this one...thank goodness..T__T Once this time Yuna and I wrote this one. Ok we JUST wrote it. I mean we wrote it today so we haven't gone through it all the way for some changes. Actually we didn't like the beggining so here half of it..lol

Faded away

You were my shoulder
to cry on a friend who
would come running
when I called but,

Then you faded away
all the light turned to
darkness again I looked
into the crowd as all
the smiles faded I
wish you were here so I
could laugh again

All the laughter faded
why did you have to go
when I needed you the
most it seemed you
turned you back

you faded away
all the light turned
to darkness again
I looked into the crowd
as all the smiles faded
I wish you were here
so I could laugh again

But I know...
I'll laugh again


Like I said it was just written and that's only half of it. So what do you think?

[Stephine]

true tue. we thought of that but were still thinking about it.

Thanks. ^_^

[Yuna]

Ya that would be cool but then people could steal the whole idea!!! That would suk T___T

[Stephine]

Ok heres a new song I JUST wrote like 2 minutes ago...it slow and has a really sad feeling to it

is it worth it


Why does everything go wrong
when finaly things seem so perfect
I held onto those never dying words
I told you that I care but you never believed me..

I asked myself today if this pain I feel
is worth it..I'm tierd of being hurt
I'm tired of not being believed
I told you that I loved you, but did you believe me?

After a screaming pain I let you into my life
everything turned around all the darkness faded
I actualy saw hope..That I wouldn't be hurt again..

I told you I love you, but did you believe me?
I asked myself today if this pain is worth it
in the end..I only hope it's worth it in the end

I let you in I let you know me
I expected nothing back I got
it anyway.. I got someones love
but now I question if it's true..if you love me
I'm scared to feel that pain, that I felt not so long ago
why does everything have to go wrong

My tears turned to smiles..but now...it's back

I asked myself today if the pain I'm feeling is worth it in the end
I really hope it's worth it in the end..I care enough to tell my family
I'm fine but really I'm hurting inside!

I don't know what to do anymore! I'm confused to death and scared
what should I do...is it woth this confusion...and though I hope it's worth it in the end
I still ask myself is it worth it

I was fool to fall once more
into this painful trap
I guess saying I love you will never
be enough

I asked myself if it's worth it in the end...and though I hoow it's worth it in the end
my new question now is

Are you worth it

this song does have a story behind it but O'd rather not say..k.

[Yuna]

...wow Steph I didn't know you wrote this....are you feeling ok your not acting like your normal cheery self???

[Stephine]

...I don't want to talk about it. I'm fine really! ^__^

Ya putting our songs with the music and all is and invatation for people to steal them.

[Yuna]

*coughs* Liar!*coughs*

I agree.

[Stephine]

*sighs* don't worry about it ok. Please.

[Jedel]

wow... your songs are spectacular... They really got me sorta sad lol

[CK]

those are really good

[Stephine]

thank you all of you! actualy thanks to a great friend I feel ten times better then before and I'm sure my songs are going to be alot happier...Yuna we should do a song for our friends!!!

[Poison]

*blinks*

Wow, it's really good.

Smooth rhythm, good rythme.

8/10.

Keep up the good work ^_^

[Stephine]

wow....I never thought people would like these.

[Stephine]

Ok heres my new song.

Don't let it By

Dreams began to fade
how could something so
simple decend all hope
seemen so lost until
you came to say

Don't let it hurt you
don't let it bother you
don't let it all dissapear
cause were here
we'll be here with you

I tried so hard but
nothing could come back
all things faded to darkness
but you still said come
back to the light and be strong

Don't let it hurt you
don't let it bother you
don't let it all dissapear
cause were here
we'll be here with you

How could I be so blind
when you were here with me all along
I was a fool to feel alone
when I had so many friends
here beside me

Don't let it hurt you
don't let it bother you
don't let it all dissapear
cause were here
we'll be here with you

You told me these words
and I came back to the light
my hopes and dreams were back again
and now it's my turn to tell you that I..

Won't let it hurt me
won't let it bother me
I won't let it all dissapear
you were here with me
and without you I'm blind all
I can say is thank you and theres
nothing I can give, but at least...I know

I'm not...alone.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

I dedicate this to all of my friends cause when i need them their, there. Thanks guys. this ones for you. and I mean ALL of you. ^______^

[FinalDragoon]

How come her songs get more attention?! Sexists!



... ;p


Nice job, you have talent.

[Stephine]

uhh.....hehe I don't think they get more attention. Well heres a new song I just wrote. Hope you people like it.

I want to tell you...
__________________

There are so many things
I wish i could say, but
whenever your around all
the words seem to vanish
why do you have this effoect on me

I want to tell you how I feel
I want to say I care
I want you to know what I've been thinkin'
but I'm to scared
I want to tell you...so much more

why do I back down whenever
your around. I feel weak when your near me
why can't I tell you how I feel
how do you have this effect on me

I want to tell you how I feel
I want to say I care
I want you to know what I've been thinkin'
but I'm to scared
I want to tell you...so much more

I try to tell you, but
nothing comes out all I
can do is smile. How come
I can tell you my problems
but I can't tell you how I
really feel for you I sifen up
when all i want to say....is so much more

I want to tell you everything
how I feel and how much
I care. I want to tell you
all that I'm thinkin'
but I'm to scared...

But when you walk away...
you may not hear me..
I call out to you softly and
I say so much more..

I want to tell you...that I love you...
~ ~ ~ ~ ~

kk what ya think??

[Mystic-Spirit]

very nice and beautiful.^_^

[Stephine]

Thanks! ^_^

well I'm writting to new songs now. One of them is called Reason(which has a story behind it) and the other I'm still thinging of a name.They should be up soon.

[Stephine]

ok heres my new song...I changed the meaning for it because of recent events, and I would rather not talk about it.

Reason

People say that everything
hsppens for a reason I
guess that's true
but then

what's the reason for good-bye
to never see you again
is there a reason to show
why these tears will never go
what's the reason for good-bye

I never knew how
much you could loose
from such a simple storm
theres always a reason for everything,but

what's the reason for good-bye
to never see you again
is there a reason to show
why these tears will never go
what's the reason for good-bye

I don't understand
why do these things
have to happen
there was no reason
for this so what's the
point! If theres a reason
then what's...

the reason for good-bye
to never see you again
is there a reason to show
why these tears will never go
what's the reason for good-bye

Theres always a reason
for everything. Godd-bye may mean
will see each other again, but the...

what's the reason...for death?

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
this song is dedicated to a friend of mine...

[Darksage]

What's the reason for death you say? Good closing.

But judging on the seriousness of that song (which was pretty good btw) I'd say perhaps you are looking for an answer to that question.

You should ask yourself what the purpose of life is first.

One of my favorite quotes:
~I am here on earth to do good for others. What the others are here for, I don't know.

[Yuna]

I like ' I want to tell you..' alot very beautiful.

*sighs* I know why theres so much seriousness, and I don't blame you for it Steph. I relized that you pt alot of your feelings into these songs and that's why there so good. Great job Steph and remember try to smile today k. ^_^

[Darksage]

Could you possibly tell me the reason you wrote that song so I can better understand it?
It could be through PM if you dont want to make it public.

[Stephine]

no I'de rather not. sorry. anyway more to come.

[Darksage]

Okay I understand perfectly and respect your right ti privacy.

[Stephine]

Thanks

anyway heres a new song I wrote not to long ago

What's this feeling


I don't get it
I just don't understand
I've never felt this way before
what does it mean

I just don't get it
I don't understand
I don't know how it could be this way
how I can feel so angry yet so happy
inside what's this feeling in me

I never knew how
something like this
could make me feel so
confused how I could feel
o happy but not sure
of what to do

I just don't get it
I don't understand
I don't know how it could be this way
how I can feel so angry yet so happy
inside what's this feeling in me

I've had this feeling before
buts always turned out wrong
what should I do to save me
from this

Is it right or is it wrong
to feel this way
what should I do

I just don't get it
I don't understand
I don't know how it could be this way
how I can feel so angry yet so happy
inside what's this feeling in me

I know what it is...
I guess i'm just scared
all I need to do now
is tell you what this
felling in me means..

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

kk. i like this song alot. Mostly cause there is a small story behind it. You might be able to know what the story is.

[Yuna]

Stephine I said it once I'll say it again. " You have talent!" I really like it

hmm...I know the story behind it!!!

[Nightmare78]

hmm...yes it is a good song. I'm not suprised.

So Steph how have you been?

[Stephine]

Thanks Yuna! you only know because I told you! hehe

.......

[Nightmare78]

ignoring me again? Why?

[Stephine]

You out of all people should know why!!!

[Nightmare78]

awwww come on Stephy you till holding that against me?

[Stephine]

ok first off call me Stephine! Second i have every right to. So back off and get a life!!!!!!!!!

[Nightmare78]

*laughs* calm down girl. What now i can't call you Stephy? so u think I sqrewed up. well that's you, but come on

[Yuna]

She said call her Stephine and she told you to back off so BACK OFF!!! You freakin lucky her brother isn't here to cuss you out! You did squrew up. She want's nothing to do with you so leave her alone for the freakin 100th time!!!!!!!!!!

[Darksage]

If that guy bothers you on the forums, let me know ;)
kk. i like this song alot. Mostly cause there is a small story behind it. You might be able to know what the story is.
Yeah the ending of the song makes it fairly obvious.
Nice song *pats on back*

[Stephine]

thanks i will.

Thankies, but ya it is kind of obvious. oh well. hehe

[Darksage]

Yeah it's obvious :lol: but there's not any info past that so if you wanted it to still be secretive it is

[Mystic-Spirit]

*laughs* calm down girl. What now i can't call you Stephy? so u think I sqrewed up. well that's you, but come on

hey assh*le she told you to f*ck off so f*ck off!

[Darksage]

Wow you guys must hate him. . .

Let me know if I can be of any help ;)

[Stephine]

ehh...ya how did you know? no I'm J/k it's obvious. Long story too...

I'm sure it won't get that bad but if it does I'll let you know

[Darksage]

Hahah
Yeah. . . This seems a bit personal so I'll try to stay out of it until my services are requested of me.

[Nightmare78]

you people need to calm down. I'm not hurtin' anyone

[Darksage]

you people need to calm down. I'm not hurtin' anyone
Apparently you're bothering them. I'd appreciate if you stopped.

[Stephine]

oy vay...maybe not phisiclay!!...ok...this is the ONLY freakin' time I'm going to let you do this! I'll answers your pms just to freakin straighten this out and you'll back off..

[Darksage]

Yes please do this privately, over PMs, emails, IMs, etc, but not on the forum
I dont think Stephine wants it publicized (and it'd be spam anyway lol)

[Stephine]

yes I agree. The ignoring the pms wasn't working so might as well just try and settle this....jeez I haevn't gotten this mad in years! lol Sorry about the spam.

oy..ok I need to write another song. maybe I'll feel better after that.

[Darksage]

It's ok

If song-writing is your passion (it seems to be) then it should calm you.

[Stephine]

cool. Hopefuly that won't happen again..T-T...ever

anyway new song coming up in just a minute.

[Darksage]

cool. Hopefuly that won't happen again..T-T...ever

anyway new song coming up in just a minute.
Been more than a minute :laugh:

[Stephine]

ya I know sorry, but I was inspired!! I worked hard on this song. Mostly the actual music so sorry you can't hear that. hehe

ok this one really shows how much music is really my passion, and no one really understood that and i met a new friend who does and it's awesome! lol and i need help naming this song!


I never knew that
out of all these times
someone could hold the
same passion as I
it makes me cry

I call out to you
you seem to understand me
when no one would
no one could understand
this passon I hold so why
can you understand this

I just don't understand
how you can understand
when no one else can
heard as the outcasts hear

I call out to you
you seem to understand me
when no one would
no one could understand
this passon I hold so why
can you understand this

many secret tears
have fallen without
me even knowing them
but you came and said
I know, I know how you
feel so hide these tears
from the world
they won't understand you

I call out to you
you seem to understand me
when no one would
no one could understand
this passon I hold so why
can you understand this

many years flew by
when this music was mine,
but now someone else
holds the same passion
as I.


I think this song is alot differnt from all of my other ones. I don't why yet. anyway tell me what you think and like i said I need help naming this song!

[Darksage]

hmm a title? Only the person who wrote it can make one.

And wow that was really good.

[Atem]

I really like it ^_^

[Mystic-Spirit]

ya I know sorry, but I was inspired!! I worked hard on this song. Mostly the actual music so sorry you can't hear that. hehe

ok this one really shows how much music is really my passion, and no one really understood that and i met a new friend who does and it's awesome! lol and i need help naming this song!


I never knew that
out of all these times
someone could hold the
same passion as I
it makes me cry

I call out to you
you seem to understand me
when no one would
no one could understand
this passon I hold so why
can you understand this

I just don't understand
how you can understand
when no one else can
heard as the outcasts hear

I call out to you
you seem to understand me
when no one would
no one could understand
this passon I hold so why
can you understand this

many secret tears
have fallen without
me even knowing them
but you came and said
I know, I know how you
feel so hide these tears
from the world
they won't understand you

I call out to you
you seem to understand me
when no one would
no one could understand
this passon I hold so why
can you understand this

many years flew by
when this music was mine,
but now someone else
holds the same passion
as I.


I think this song is alot differnt from all of my other ones. I don't why yet. anyway tell me what you think and like i said I need help naming this song!

thats a very nice song.

[gsv]

thats a very nice song.
^^ Agreed fully :-).. Now if I can go get the MP3.

-G

[Darksage]

lol that'd be cool

[Homocide]

Nice songs Stephine.

[Stephine]

...yeaaaaaaah the day I let you people hear the songs is when it's a CD. lmao (yeah right) besides people could steal the whole song if I gave the actual music

Thanks to all. This new song has a story behind it (again) I saw this one day and I had to write how I felt about it and for the kid.

The only monster...


You want to hide in
the dark you want to
cover up all your flaws
you don't anyone near you
all because of one thing..

you never dreamed that anyone
could hold you to chase your fears away
to pick you up when you fell
all I ask of you is that you let
me help you, let me help you dream

You went through many years
being called a monster
but that's not what I see infront of me

you never dreamed that anyone
could hold you to chase your fears away
to pick you up when you fell
all I ask of you is that you let
me help you, let me help you dream

You don't understand
how someone could
kind to you after all
the years you've faced the
world alone you wont have
to anymore...

you never dreamed that anyone
could hold you to chase your fears away
to pick you up when you fell
all I ask of you is that you let
me help you, let me help you dream

Your not the monster you
think you are..
cause the only monster I see...
are the ones who look at you
in fear.

~~ ~ ~ ~

ok! Theres my new one. i'm sure someone can figure the story out but if not and you want to know I'd be glad to share. ^_^

[Darksage]

Care to share the story then?

It's a great song ^_^

[Stephine]

well some friends and I were at the mall when I saw this kid getting beat up by a bunch of wanna be gangsters. Of course being the open minded person I am I decided to do something. I just had to cuss them out (haha) and they left. kept saying I was stupid for helping a monster. I got a good look at the kid and he was kinda deforumed. I felt really bad. ( WHY ARE PEOPLE SO F- EVIL!? T__T) So my firends and i helped him out. he told me alot of things. Turns out the kid hasn't really had a good life. One of my moms friends can't have kids so I asked if she wanted to take him in. So everythings fine with him now. I wrote this song for him. He was only....8 I believe.

and thanks. ^__^

[Darksage]

wow, that's so sad, reminds me of my own story...
It was a very nice song

[Stephine]

hmm..this gave me an idea..

Thanks again and I'm working on a new song. Started it yesterday so I should be done soon. ^__^

[Darksage]

Cool, new song. woot!

Your songs are always good.

[Eagle]

I've written some songs. Some good, some bad, some just ok. Here is a sample of the first song I've ever written.

I knew when it happened
It wasn't expected
I fucked up, she dumped me
Loves too good to be true

"Retarded" she called me
"A fuck up, nobody"
Will somone please help me?
Lives so hard to get through

Live's not fair
And I thought she cared
But now I realize
Girls just waste your time

That's about half of it, I hope you enjoyed it.

[Darksage]

Dude, post your stuff in your own thread, dont intrude on anyone else's.

[Eagle]

I was just sharing part of a song. So get off my fucking back, and leave me alone.

[Darksage]

Look at the title of the thread and who started it man.

MY songs (Stephine's), Not Eagle's.
Make your own fucking thread

[Stephine]

o.O well that was interesting..haha

anyways new song finaly! This does have a story behind it. It's mostly thoughts I had. You might be able to figure it out from the beggining, but I'll tell ya after the song.

Forget

Squealing sounds of breaks
the sudden crash with
so much fear traveling through me
the only thoughts I had
was if I'll see you all again
will there even be a tomorrow

Neither in danger or fear
neither in life nor in death
can I forget you, casue not a power
in the world will make me forget
those days we had together

As I heldmy breath, or was it caught in my throat
I swear my heart even skipped a beat
as I thought of it all
ending here before
my eyes

Neither in danger or fear
neither in life nor in death
can I forget you, casue not a power
in the world will make me forget
those days we had together

I took a glance around me
and i saw flashing lights I
never knew I could be so
scard as it seemed all life
would leave me, but I
knew that I'd remember

Neither in danger or fear
neither in life nor in death
can I forget you, casue not a power
in the world will make me forget
those days we had together

I told myself hang on
look around it's not
over yet, your ok
no ones broken or hurt,
well except the cars
I guess I found out then
there will be a tomorrow
after all
~ ~ ~ ~ ~

so what do you think? That sont had a mix of slow and fast. wish I could let you guys hear it, but I'm not going to risk people stealing the whole song. anyways I was in a car accident (AGANI!! T__T) last Saturday. We had a green light and so did the other car but we had the right away and he turned anyway so we crashed right into his side. This accident was I guess more scary for me then the last one cause i was sitting on the front and I saw everything that happened. Man I have bad luck at night with cars. lol no one got hurt or anything, but since I lost a friend in the last accident this one scared me to death.

btw this song is dedicated to ALL my friends and family.

[Darksage]

omg...
At least you're ok


haha after you told the story behind it the lat part of the song is kinda funny lol
"no one's broken or hurt, well except the cars" - :lol:


I really like this one, even without hearing any music it seems to flow right through.

Nice Job ;)

[Yuna]

yeah it's a good thing that you and your step dad are ok.

Good song. you must have wrote it cause your sis asked if you would forget her if you got hurt huh?

[Stephine]

yup yup. Thats why! your so smart*coughyarightCough*

anyway heres a new one!! Btw when you see these ( ) I'll say the way the beat changes.

It's not over
(starts out slow)
we said good-bye so long
we wish you well. A few tears
fell as you left for good, but
after a few simple memories
I know now
(faster beat)
It's not over till
it's over so step back
you can't tear us apart
one loss just makes us stronger
besides whoever said good-bye was
forever anyway

Times seemed to stop
as we looked upon th words
'I got to go, but this time for good'
everything was so perfect so
why did it have to end

It's not over till
it's over so step back
you can't tear us apart
one loss just makes us stronger
besides whoever said good-bye was
forever anyway

(slower again)

we maybe short one
but were still together
no matter what happens
nothing can change
or pull us apart

(and now back to the fast pace)

It's not over till
it's over so step back
you can't tear us apart
one loss just makes us stronger
besides whoever said good-bye was
forever anyway

(back to slow)

When we all first met
we made a promise
now here we are two
years later....

were still friends forever
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
ok heres the story two years ago there was an RPG started at this one site and we all became really good friends so after awhile we made a promise saying were going to be friends forever no matter what, and I wrote this cause we had to say good-bye to one member a few days ago, but hey it's been two years and were all still friends, and the member that had to leave(cause now his life is really busy) we still chat on msn!!

[Rev]

wow lol, i couldnt make somthing even close to as good as that. good job

[Darksage]

*wipes tear from eye*

Amazing. . .

[DarkMagicianGrl]

Wow....thats really amazing.

[Mystic-Spirit]

that was a really nice song.

[Stephine]

Thaks all of you! I'm glad you like them! Ok heres another one that had no story behind it at all it's just something I wrote. It's a slow song

Take me away

Trapped forever
in endless darkness
behind this cage
with no light

Days went by
seasons changed
all alone
heart's empty

I cry out
Reaching for the sun
any light if you hear me
come and take me away

chains binding me
of lost
and night,
I fell I'm fading

will someone please,
save me
Reach out
for my hand

I cry out
Reaching for the sun
any light if you hear me
come and take me away

Tears of black
stream down
someone please,
lend me a hand

Then,
a hand reached
held, so bright
and, embraced me

You heard me
cry out
My light
you came and took me away

okiday! Theres my new song! Like I said no story behind it.

[DarkMagicianGrl]

Its pretty good Steph.

[Darksage]

hmmm, I dunno, that one's just not like your others.
It's good, but it doesnt meet your standards (or the standards I set you on myself lol)

[Stephine]

Ya I know I really don't care for it to much(mostly cause i was bored and needed something to do hahaha) I think the reason it's not as good as the others is because the songs I write that have stories behind it I really put all of my emotion into it.

[DarkMagicianGrl]

hmmm, I dunno, that one's just not like your others.
It's good, but it doesnt meet your standards (or the standards I set you on myself lol)
^ What I was thinking.

[Stephine]

hahaha I have standards! YAY! lol. Thank you guys for being honest I love it! Well heres another one, there is no story behind it but heres what I did since when I write a song with a meaning I put all my emotion into it, so this time I'm pretending like I was in that position to see if I can improve in this part of writting songs. Be Honest k. I love it when you are! ^__^

Because of you

Things felt so great when
I was with you
I couldn’t help but smile,
Or count down the minutes
Till I saw you again
How is this so perfect?

Because of you
It felt like I could fly
To never feel pain again
Because of you
I’m not afraid

Smile smile smile
That’s all I can do
When you’re around
I don’t understand this
What have you done to me

Because of you
It felt like I could fly
To never feel pain again
Because of you
I’m not afraid

Then you had to blow me out
Like a candle in the night
Why did you have to ruin this
For me
Was this your intentions all along

Because of you
It felt like I could fly
To never feel pain again
Because of you
I’m not afraid

But not anymore
Look what you’ve done to me..

Because of you
It feels like I’m falling
You gave me this shocking pain
Because of you…

…I’m afraid

[Mystic-Spirit]

good song gives a shifting motion thing which is cool.

[Darksage]

hey I really like this one (probably because I started to make up my own tune to go along and it sounded pretty neat :lol:)

I like the way it ends.

Nifty work ;)

[DarkMagicianGrl]

I like it. Reminds me of one of Kelly Clarksons songs.

[Stephine]

Glad you guys like it!

Really?? Well I've only heard two of her songs so I wouldn't know. X__X

[Darksage]

I havent heard any lol
But tis nice, when's your next one coming?

[Stephine]

lol

well it's coming now! Again no story behind it. This is actualy kind of a duet(sorry if I spelt that wrong) theres one part where two people are singing(I wrote both parts) when you see these ( ) with the words in it that's when the person who's singing the song does a backround thing and the other person takes over. I'll help ot in the confusion there. lmao!

Surrender

Clutching onto me
I can feel it within' me
I've never been so scard
can anyone hear me

Can someone please
save me from this nightmare
I've created from within my mind
if you can hear me
come and help me

Lost inside this endless
dream is there nothing
that I can do
can anyone even hear my cries

Can someone please
save me from this nightmare
I've created from within my mind
if you can hear me
come and help me

Can someone please
save me from this nightmare
I've created from within my mind
if you can hear me
come and help me

Other person: they can't hear you (someone save me)
no ones coming (Please someone help me)
Just surrneder to this dream
your on your own
no ones coming
for you(come...help me...)
Surrender
(I'll save myself!)

Normal: I'll save myself
from this nightmare
that you created
theres someone here to help
me you just can't see it

You can't have my mind
so just go away
I won't surrender to you


Yeah kinda confusing(it'skinda hard to explain) So what do you thinik? Just wrote it about 5 minutes ago

[Darksage]

It's not that confusing ;)

I like it, and I honestly don't know why. I just do.

[DarkMagicianGrl]

Yea, its called "Because of You".

And I like that one as well. Nicely done steph.

[Mystic-Spirit]

Its a pretty good one.

[Darksage]

What the heck?
Where are your new songs??? *taps foot*

[Stephine]

I'm ssssssooooooooo sorry! School has really cut me back on song writting, which I hate! But I was finally able to write TWO of them, so heres the first new one. Sorry again! T__T *mumbles* stupid school...

Once again

Years ago I left it
all behind I felt that
it was all oven
then. My heart healed
before, but I guess
It wasn't meant to..

Once more I hear the
constant yelling
Once again I fear
it's all going to end
my heart healed before
but can it heal again
when I'm looking through
anothers eyes..

I find myself sitting in front
of closed doors, holding back
tears that threaten to escape
but they can't I must be stronge
for you..
Can't you hear me screaming to STOP!

Once more I hear the
constant yelling
Once again I fear
it's all going to end
my heart healed before
but can it heal again
when I'm looking through
anothers eyes..

I left it all behind but it
came back to haunt me again
how can I be stronge
when I'm breaking down inside
Please just stop..I can't handle this!

Once more I hear the
constant yelling
Once again I fear
it's all going to end
my heart healed before
but can it heal again
when I'm looking through
anothers eyes..

Theres nothing I can do..
I'll just remain standing..
and help you stand again...
~ ~ ~

This one does have a story behind it, maybe you can guess it, but the "You" in the song is my little sister.

Once again I'm sorry! X__X

[Darksage]

About @$#&^$@ time!!!!!!!!!!

*reads it*

[Darksage]

Double Post, because I can...

Once more I hear the
constant yelling
Once again I fear
it's all going to end
my heart healed before
but can it heal again
when I'm looking through
anothers eyes..

I really really like that part.
Not bad considering you haven't done one in a while ;)

[Stephine]

About @$#&^$@ time!!!!!!!!!!

*reads it*

yes yes I know sorry, but...I BLAME THE EDUCATION SYSTEM!! LMAO! haha
Double Post, because I can...



I really really like that part.
Not bad considering you haven't done one in a while ;)
thank you! I shall post up my other new one here in a bit after dinner!

Mwahahaha fear me! For I have returned to song writting!

[Darksage]

Write another. Now.

[Stephine]

*bows* *sarcasm* Yes Master.
Anyway heres another one that I wrote today in English, because I was bored and I finished the easy essay, even though I should be studing for my math test. Oh cruel teachers whay do they torcher me so?! Ok ok ok on with the song!

Masquerade

For many years I'd
hide behind my own mask
I'm sick of this endless
game I don't care
what you think

The walls holding
me back are coming down
no more masks to hide
behind
you think you know, but
you know nothing about me
The masquerades over here

Play your dumb ol'
games say what you
wish. I want nothing to do
with it
If you don't like it
to bad
deal with it

The walls holding
me back are coming down
no more masks to hide
behind
you think you know, but
you know nothing about me
The masquerades over here

Do what you want
say what you wish
see if i care
at least I'm not the
one
in an endless masquerade

The walls holding
me back are coming down
no more masks to hide
behind
you think you know, but
you know nothing about me
The masquerades over here

Continue to hide
if you wish, but
the endless masquarade
is over for this girl...
~ ~ ~ ~

OKAY! I made this mostly cause I told my friend that the hardest mask that you could ever where is the one that hides your soul. Like pretending to be someone that your not. So this song is for my friend, and to all the people that wont take of their masks(not you face!! If you don't get what I mean)

[Yuna]

Well finally! I see one of our most musical people here is back in business, huh?

Well done on both songs. i love the masqurade somg, because it reminds me of a scene from the Phantom of the Opera. (THAT MUSIC ROCKS! ALL OF YOU WHO HATE IT ARE BITTERS!)

[Darksage]

Steph do you write muic for your songs to accompany the words or just words?

[Stephine]

I try, but it's really hard. I have for a couple of songs, but it just gets really difficult sometimes. it's hard to stick to the melody that I invented, and then remembering it. X___X

[Darksage]

Why not write the music and then try the words then?

[Stephine]

hmm..yeah that could work! Thanks!! ^__^

Well heres a new song!

Another

Have you ever wished
that for just one day
you could be someone
else? Hoping they would
treat you differently

Would it be any different
through anothers eyes, than
now. Do you think the
world will welcome you
with open arms? Will
they help you to stand
Would it be any different
through another?

Understand what this
means. Not every life
is great. Understand what I say it's
not any different

Would it be any different
through anothers eyes, then
now? Do you think the
world will welcome you
with open arms? Will
they help you to stand
Would it be any different
through another

You don't understand
how cruel the world
can be. Please, don't
turn me away, but
listen to what I say
I'll be here with you
and help you to stand

Would it be any different
through anothers eyes, then
now Do you think the
world will welcome you
with open arms? Will
they help you to stand
Would it be any different
through another

It doesn't matter who
you are. The world
will find something
wrong. Please, don't
turn me away, but
listen to what i say
I'll be here..

Through another
It won't be any
different..

[Darksage]

Aww that one was nice (I hope you dont mind I fixed the spelling errors heeheehee)
I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really like this one
^.^
9.99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999/10

[gsv]

Aww that one was nice (I hope you dont mind I fixed the spelling errors heeheehee)
I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really like this one
^.^
9.99999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999/10
I agree, sounds really nice!!

[Stephine]

Man, my spelling sucks! So do what you want, except changing the lyrics. haha

And thanks both you! I'm glad you liked it.

I shall have a new one up soon. I just need to find an insperation..TO THE OUTSIDE

[DyBre]

woooh, I thought that was really good... me likey!!

[Stephine]

Thank you Thank you! Anyways heres another one!

Two years

Not to long ago
I said good-bye
to someone I'd thought
I'e know forever

We promised to do so
much. to got out and
see the world, so why'd you
have to go?!

Two years have gone, but
I can still see your face
Two years have passed
and your still here oh,
what must I do to make
you leave? What must I
do to make you stop haunting
me?

I look at all these photos
with me and you. I see
how it was, and wish it
could still be that way.
Why can't it be that way?!

Two years have gone, but
I can still see your face
Two years have passed
and your still here oh,
what must I do to make
you leave? What must I
do to make you stop haunting
me?

Two years have gone by,
but I can still hear your
voice singing in my ear
why won't you leave me alone?
Why can I still feel you?!

Two years have gone, but
I can still see your face
Two years have passed
and your still here oh,
what must I do to make
you leave? What must I
do to make you stop haunting
me?

I wish these days could
be like they used too, but
they can't. So plase don't
remind me. Please stop singing
in my ear

[Yuna]

THAT'S SO SAD!! Wow Steph, i could really feel the emotion into this song. good job! High five chicka!

[Stephine]

haha. Thanks Yuna. That was for a friend too. She was having a really hard time getting over her brothers death, so I worte this for her.

[Darksage]

Your songs suck

EDIT: I was just kidding

EDIT 2: No, actually I was serious

EDIT3: wait! I was NOT serious!

EDIT4: Nooo!!! I WAS being serious from the start!!!


EDIT 5 by Darksage's other personality: He really likes the songs and says good job.

[Yuna]

o.O..OMG theres two of you!!

HEY STEPHIE!! Wheres the new song!?

[Darksage]

No... there's only one of me

EDIT: Hey shut the hell up and stop pretending I'm not here!

[Stephine]

ROFL!! haha!

hi other side of DS!!

yeees..um..sorry about the no new songs thing. *laughs nervously* I'm stuck in a song writers block. *cries*

[Darksage]

So what? Write a different one then :poketoung

And I'm changing the thread title to "Stephine's Songs" so everyone knows who "my" is ;)

[Stephine]

kk. Thanks! ^__^

I HAVE FINALLY WRITEN A NEW SONG! MWAHAHAHAHAH!! I shall post it up in a sec..just let me get my song notenook. :P

EDIT: Allright here we go!

I wrote this song, because I am helping a friend write a musical! ^__^ The story is really cool, and this song is a duet part in the musical. Now, this is the VERY first big duet I have ever wrote so I am new at this.

Could it be

(Female part)
I’ve been down this path
Before, and it’s all turned
Out the same, yet this
Time it’s all different
I don’t want to be hoppin’
Cause it only leads to broken tears

But could it be that just
One time I’ll choose
Right. Shall I take this
Road again? Will you lead
Me down the right path?

(Male part)
You’ve been down this path
Before, and it’s always turned
Out the same, but did you ever
Think that it could be different?

Will you trust me to
Lead you down a different
Road? I know how you
Feel, like no one else could,
Yet if I can take this road
Again so can you.

Could it be that just
One time I’ll choose right?
Shall I take this road
Again? Will you lead me
Down the right path

(Both)
Could it be that you
And I are the same
Have we chosen right
This time

Could it be that just once
I’ll try again
And see where it
Leads, and just hope it lasts

Just trust me(I’ll trust you)
I’ll/you’ll lead you/me down
The right path, and we’ll do
Everything right

Could it be that I’ll
Go through this again
Will it all end the same
Can we try again

(Female part)
Could it be..I’ll try..

(Male part)
again..

[Yuna]

OMFG It's about F-ing tiiime!!! >:(!!! LOL!!

ish preeeeeeeeeety!!!! Me likies!

[Darksage]

Maybe you can tell us what the musical is about?

[Darksage]

*farts all over thread*

[Stephine]

o.O.....no coment..lol

I do have a new song, but I was sad when I wrote it, and my friend alomst cried when she read it. so I might not post it.

[Darksage]

o.O.....no coment..lol

I do have a new song, but I was sad when I wrote it, and my friend alomst cried when she read it. so I might not post it.
Just being, well, me xD

And it's okay, they're your songs and it's not like I would (or even could) force you to post them.

[Stephine]

I noticed. lol

^_^ Thanks. I might. I dunno, but with all of the school work I've been having this week it may be awhile until I get a new song.....
hmm...I take that back! Just got an idea!!

[Stephine]

all right, with some turn of events this week I have been inspired to write a song, because these words just came to my head out of nowhere. You're all going to be the first ones I share this with.

Dear God


Although it's been a week it seems
that I've been running down this darkness
for fall to long
Lost in confusion
And scared from all these fears
Please don’t take her away from here

Dear God
I thought you were going to protect us all
Why did you let this happen
I don’t understand
Weren’t you the one who would keep your
People safe
Dear Lord please don’t take her away
We need our mother’s touch…

I can see the pain
I can see all of the fear
I can see all these stories
In one persons eyes
Why isn’t it leaving?

Dear God
I thought you were going to protect us all
Why did you let this happen
I don’t understand
Weren’t you the one who would keep your
People safe
Dear Lord please don’t take her away
We need our mother’s touch…

This is all of your will
And it was all meant to happen
But God please, don’t take her away
If it’s all of your will
Then let it be done
But all I ask…
Give us the strength to carry on

Dear God
I thought you were going to protect us all
Why did you let this happen
I don’t understand
Weren’t you the one who would keep your
People safe
Dear Lord please don’t take her away
We need our mother’s touch…

I understand that it all happens for a reason
Because it’s all your plan
Lord all I will ever ask again..don’t take her away from us..

~ ~ ~

My mom was in a recent car accident, and another one before that, all in the same week. I can tell that she's hurt, scared, and many other things. She's in the hospital, and I wrote this song, because these weer all of the basic thoughts that were going through my mind at the time.

[Darksage]

*does CPR to thread*